Showered in love.

Summary: Harry’s struggling with school and after 2 years dealing with self harm and depression, he’s at breaking point again but at least now he has Zayn.

A dumb drabble I’ve wrote to help me deal with dumb stuff going on lately. Nothing special, just cute angst.

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Hello lovely followers, um…I need to just say, I cant write. I’m sorry. Ive tried but, I cant…im going on an official break till im better.

Basically, I’m depressed. Very fucking depressed and for weeks maybe months, I’ve been in a weird state, but the last fortnight I’ve struggled to find things to keep me content. I can’t smile like I used to, I get impatient easily (blah blah blah you know the deal) I can’t do anything because I’m just always tired. This includes writing.

I’d like to start a project of writing my very own story with my own characters but I need to fix myself first, which means I need to stop writing for a while, stop breaking promises “I’ll start soon” because ive tried and I cant….

Im sorry. I’ll be back soon, and I’ll keep you updated.

mysuperheroes asked: Hello :) ! I just saw that you replied to some peole 2 days before, i'm so happy because i thought you had abandon writing. I read "The reason I smile, is you’re my sun shine " and i looove it so much! This the best angst fiction with Niall Horan that I read. Really ! I hope with all my heart that you're going to write a sequel, because it really deserves to have an end. I hope you agree with me and you are inspired enough to write more chapters :) Thank u for making us dream with you ! Bye :) x

Omg you are so cute I’m so happy you liked it! :D I loved writing ‘The reason I smile, is you’re my sunshine’ but I wasn’t sure if it was well liked so I took a break and went back to prompts. I do have a chapter 5 half written so I’ll continue it ^__^ Nah I just have been in a terrible rut and writing has been difficult but I’ve felt sort of inspired today thankfully :) Thank you for the kind words!xx

Anonymous asked: Have you been having inspiration these last couple of days ?? :3

I’m going to be honest and just go into a little detail about why I haven’t been writing lately-

I’m constantly numb. So before when I was in school, I was constantly busy that there was no time, but now my life is a bit of a muddle that I’m struggling to do basic things and in order to not feel so shit, I have to distract myself by being around others, so I haven’t been writing. 

It’s a shit reason, I feel bad for it, but I will start soon again soon, especially when I go to Ireland, I feel like I owe it too! I’ve started writing a lot of my prompts but it’s finding enough energy to finish them. A little depressing but that’s it. 

If I don’t write my prompts I will write drabbles, I will start some tonight actually cause I am a little in the mood :)

Anonymous asked: Do you have a master list I could look at on my phone ?(:

I do not…Um, I’ll write my prompts on this ask:

  1. (Reworded) Zayn gets pregnant after a one night stand with Louis, keeps it a secret because he’s dating Eleanor but Niall finds out and promises not to tell anyone till Zayn has an accident on stage and Niall had to reveal the secret to all of the guys

  2. Hi this is my first time asking for a prompt ummm Zarry is totally my OTP too btw! Can you do a really smutty one where they keep trying and trying for a baby and it’s Zayn on bottom and Harry on top and like Zayn wants Harry to stay inside him all the time and in the end they have a baby girl and name her Brel???? Please and thank you!

  3. a larry mpreg where louis is pregnant and has a hard time dealing with all the symptoms that come along with it, like headaches, nausea and back pains. Harry is the cute boyfriend who tries to comfort him and does anything he asks for.

  4. Could you do a zarry mpreg fic where Harry and Zayn go to visit Zayn’s family but the he goes into labour but they can’t get to a hospital and Zayn’s mom has to deliver the baby.

  5. Hi your a amazing writer (:! Could you possibly do a lirry fanfic where liam cuts himself and Harry finds out and helps liam stop because he cares about him, also they kiss. Just really fluffy! Thank you (: xxxx

  6. Here’s the Larry belly stuffing prompt (oh and the unoriginality wouldn’t be a problem because it’d be a change of character anyway and you can change it how you want! I’m not very good at prompts): Harry has a major belly stuffing kink and has been hiding it from Louis. The pair get bored one night and Louis asks Harry if there are any kinks that they could explore. Harry admits (ashamedly) about the kink, and Louis decides to let him feed him until he could burst. Thanks!

I’m also working on some of my own original things :)

herryandzen:

Somewhere over the rainbow, my new Zarry fic 

Read it on wattpad 

or here 

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So im still working on prompts but here’s a long fic idea I’m going to be writing:

"Their families wanted normal lives for them each. The precious son born to Cryokinesis, and the boy blessed with Pyrokinesis. Two very different worlds that collide unexpectedly." - a.k.a Harry has ice powers, Zayn has Fire, they learn to get along, coolness.

Seem interesting?

tagged → #zarry
Save me from the edge.
Prompts: can you write an angst fic about scars? like one of the boys has scars (from self harm, an accident, surgery whatever) and they’re really embarrassed/ashamed. And everyone finds about about the scars and he gets made fun of for it but the boys (or just one) comfort him. (zarry would be nice, but any pairing)
I’ll do Zarry romanitc paring, Zianourry friendship..
Warning: Triggering – self harm, detailed description, anxiety. 

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Anonymous asked: hi! im the person who requested the zouis mpreg... i just saw your last post today and i wanted to let you know that you dont have to worry :) don't stress about us, ok? I (and im sure that all of your readers) will happily wait for you to be more relaxed :) so for now just focus on your studies and take care of urself<3 best of luck in your exams!

Aw thank you for caring! Well my exam was today so everything I have now will be coursework and I can start writing more again…maybe I’ll have something for the weekend?:)

Typical 20’s bullshit party.
Prompts: Can you do one where Zayn sees Harry flirting with another person and gets jealous so they have jealous sex? Either they’re dating or not (:
Warnings: possessive and slow smut
Side pairing: 
Lilo

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